keep it simple.

still working on ‘finding myself’ along with growing up. i am brutally honest, extensively creative, a lover & a hater all wrapped in one.
have fun & be your own best friend - enjoy life..live it..and shake things up!

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In 2008, I gained: a place of my OWN, new friends & much more than i realize. 
I lost: my grandma & a few goals. 
I stopped: letting things get to me so easily. 
I started: being more open minding & finding more fun. 
I was hugely satisfied by: my willingness and commitment to purchase my OWN place. 
And frustrated by: death. 
I am so embarrassed that I: got way drunk a few times and made a fool outta myself, ha. 
Once again, I: settled. 
Once again, I did not: run a 5k. 
The biggest physical difference between me last December and this December is: a loss of a few lbs and shorter hair. 
The biggest psychological difference between me last December and this December is: my perspective on life - i now make it a point to seek out fun and enjoy things more. 
I loved spending time: with myself, abigail pup, my friends & family, my boys.  
I should have spent more time: on my physical shape. 
I regret buying: clothes that i never wore. do it every year. 
I will never regret buying my condo. (i hope)
I felt guilty too much.
I didn’t give to others enough.
Unreliable friends & plans drove me crazy.
The most relaxing place I went was The bahamas - twice. :)
The best thing I did for someone else was I listened. 
The best thing I did for myself was put myself first, and live for me. Moved out. 
The best thing someone did for me was took me to the bahamas and tolerated me after i was a complete bitch. 
The one thing I’d like to do again, but do it better, is be more honest to those i care about.